9 of swords (rev)

I am not raising kids anymore.

I can use Linda’s logistical skills and networking to make things easier.

When I feel in the grip of clutching fear or annoyance at work—I can take a walk. Take a breath.

I want to

• Read Moby Dick
• Ulysses
• Gravity’s Rainbow

I want to

• Sew again—some elegant drapey tops

I want to

• Make meals in the crockpot

I want to

• Be in the CSA

I want

• a Buddhist teacher ? ? ?