October 22, 2000 | |
confessional
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Last night I spent much more time deciding what not to write than I did actually writing.
Sometimes I think too much is written. Just think, how much more goes unwritten! It's very heavy and a little toxic, this great cloud of unwriting. I want to interview writers. I am starting to collect questions to ask. One is what do you not write about. And why. It's a very personal matter. Primarily moral, but also aesthetic. Now this -- this is meta. It is primarily Lazy and Shallow. But not without a place on a Sunday night late after a busy weekend. I would like to write a philosophy of creativity. Unfortunately, my training has not been rigorous enough. I snoozed through most of it. Except for when Richie Schuldenfrei threw things. There could be a whole philosophy of pronouns. I can be quite a problem. Pessoa seems to have solved it. We is way bigger, and maybe even more dangerous. Saying you -- I have always felt this to be an act of bravery, taking a leap into another territory. They -- well, nothing about they is worth saying. I don't mind typos very much. Misspellings happen. I have terrible grammatical flaws. Writing that embarrasses me in the morning: Writing that really embarrasses me in the morning: You see risky writing makes me feel even worse than bad, annoying writing. Where's the incentive? Sex is way under written about. It's another question I need to ask writers. How does your sex life relate to your writing? O - kay. One more thought -- to emphasize the ephemeral nature of this writing (or is it to cut down the embarrassment potential?) I think I'm only going to leave a few weeks up at a time. No public archives. |