{"id":235,"date":"2007-03-04T14:28:02","date_gmt":"2007-03-04T21:28:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/?p=235"},"modified":"2007-12-09T14:38:10","modified_gmt":"2007-12-09T21:38:10","slug":"235","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/235\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am really struggling with a lot of questions\u00e2\u20ac\u201d<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>WRITING (I crave my eerie freedom)<\/li>\n<li>Relationship\u00e2\u20ac\u201dhow much is too much<\/li>\n<li>Dharma friendships (Batchelor)<\/li>\n<li>The coffee doesn&#8217;t taste like coffee<\/li>\n<li>America\n<ul>\n<li>and where to go from here<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Maybe this is the tail end of my tenure working I am certainly chafing under all the structure I felt Linda closing the lid down on my dear chaos Friday and I wanted to cry especially since there was no way to explain EXPLAIN\u00e2\u20ac\u201d<\/p>\n<p>pressures pressures decompression after Eli&#8217;s birthday party yesterday my eyes my eyes my moon<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am really struggling with a lot of questions\u00e2\u20ac\u201d WRITING (I crave my eerie freedom) Relationship\u00e2\u20ac\u201dhow much is too much Dharma friendships (Batchelor) The coffee doesn&#8217;t taste like coffee America and where to go from here Maybe this is the tail end of my tenure working I am certainly chafing under all the structure I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[51,13,50,4],"tags":[315,83,21,299,137,6,73,132,64,124],"class_list":["post-235","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-fragment","category-self","category-work","category-writing","tag-america","tag-coffee","tag-crying","tag-dharma","tag-eyes","tag-kids","tag-moon","tag-pressure","tag-question","tag-relationship"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/235","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=235"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/235\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=235"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=235"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=235"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}