50 x 365\u00e2\u20ac\u201dunique work. I don’t know. I’m exhausted by it. I want it to be over. It is a huge meditation on interpersonal relations. I tried to exercise lovingkindness\u00e2\u20ac\u201dcould not succeed at times. I don’t know how much to reveal. I’d like to WOW people with it. That’s not such great motivation. I’d like to let people know they have touched my life. I’d like to open the door to an intimacy\u00e2\u20ac\u201dbut this is not very mutual. I grabbed all the power and authority by writing these things.<\/p>\n
I found a source of motivation. I was not going to let D see me stop. Ha.<\/p>\n
It’s not that big a thing really.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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