{"id":202,"date":"2006-12-13T13:06:38","date_gmt":"2006-12-13T20:06:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/?p=202"},"modified":"2007-12-14T20:20:59","modified_gmt":"2007-12-15T03:20:59","slug":"202","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/202\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

Demons into Allies\u00e2\u20ac\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n
money<\/td>\n-><\/td>\nbeauty -><\/td>\nclothes
\nhome<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n
 <\/td>\n-><\/td>\nsharing -><\/td>\nBlair, Kiva?<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n
 <\/td>\n-><\/td>\nsaving -><\/td>\n401K, pay off debts<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n\n\n
impatience
\nresentment<\/td>\n		-><\/td>\nmy koan.
\nMy obvious
\nopportunity
\nto yearn
\nfor liberation<\/td>\n		 <\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n

Buddhism really figures in here.<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n
my passivity
\nat work<\/td>\n		-><\/td>\ndon’t get involved in tempests, gossip. Step up to motivation. Spend time with the winners.<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n
two days a week
\nat home<\/td>\n		-><\/td>\nDiscipline. Housework? Chores calling me? Exercise? Errands? I don’t think I can work 8 hours at home. Maybe that’s not the point.<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n
Creative time<\/td>\n-><\/td>\nmost rewarding projects have been in fragments.<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n

Sam deserts me often in the evening, sleeping. I can do a lot with a short period of time every day. The daily effort is my ally. I fritter away time on Tues and Thurs, flounder.<\/p>\n

I know I’m going to do this.<\/p>\n

I am afraid.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Demons into Allies\u00e2\u20ac\u201d money -> beauty -> clothes home   -> sharing -> Blair, Kiva?   -> saving -> 401K, pay off debts impatience resentment -> my koan. My obvious opportunity to yearn for liberation   Buddhism really figures in here. my passivity at work -> don’t get involved in tempests, gossip. Step up to […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[51,8,27,13,50,4],"tags":[342,462,305,95,228,72,293,353,32,254],"class_list":["post-202","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-fragment","category-household","category-practice","category-self","category-work","category-writing","tag-calling","tag-clearning","tag-clothes","tag-fear","tag-goals","tag-home","tag-liberation","tag-project","tag-religion","tag-time"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/202","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=202"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/202\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=202"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=202"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=202"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}