{"id":201,"date":"2006-12-13T12:58:21","date_gmt":"2006-12-13T19:58:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/?p=201"},"modified":"2007-12-14T20:20:33","modified_gmt":"2007-12-15T03:20:33","slug":"december-13","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/december-13\/","title":{"rendered":"december 13"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Discs\u00e2\u20ac\u201dPhysical Earth energy<\/p>\n<p>Grounded. Material needs. My body. Not being able to take care of myself. Not being able to defend myself from the demands of a project.<\/p>\n<p>Priestess of discs\u00e2\u20ac\u201dShe&#8217;s doing Yoga! Can I still take my Tuesday morning yoga class? I would dearly love to be able to do that. Physical\u00e2\u20ac\u201dtrainer setup? What about a zafu\/zabuton in this room?<\/p>\n<p>Working can be bad for my health, bad for my mood. I don&#8217;t want to reach out, make connections. I don&#8217;t want to feel over my head again in an extroverted analytical culture.<\/p>\n<p>Six of discs\u00e2\u20ac\u201dreversed. Is about this. I don&#8217;t want to participate in the madness. I try experimental remarks with Linda, jumping outside the box of her behavior. When I think about healing\/leadership, I think\u00e2\u20ac\u201dBIG. I want to modify the whole extended team so that we can work well together. My intuition screams at me to modify other&#8217;s behavior in situations. I can&#8217;t. I avoid participation to a great degree because of this trap.<\/p>\n<p>Son of discs\u00e2\u20ac\u201dGoals. One of my fondest dreams is to improve the house. I would love to gradually transform this space into something that would feel good and livable. I don&#8217;t dare to wish for what. Seems materialistic. There are poor out there. I am no good at home decorating. Etc. First step\u00e2\u20ac\u201dmoney. Could I feel good about this? I don&#8217;t know. I might feel like Michelle or Richie. I might be susceptible to Sam&#8217;s criticisms, bound\/engaged with his actions or lack of action. I don&#8217;t want that.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Discs\u00e2\u20ac\u201dPhysical Earth energy Grounded. Material needs. My body. Not being able to take care of myself. Not being able to defend myself from the demands of a project. Priestess of discs\u00e2\u20ac\u201dShe&#8217;s doing Yoga! Can I still take my Tuesday morning yoga class? I would dearly love to be able to do that. Physical\u00e2\u20ac\u201dtrainer setup? What [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[51,15,27,13,50],"tags":[72,353,227,49],"class_list":["post-201","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-fragment","category-people","category-practice","category-self","category-work","tag-home","tag-project","tag-tarot","tag-yoga"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/201","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=201"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/201\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=201"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=201"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gemtactics.net\/80pages\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=201"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}